Whats with the hype ?
So when it snows in the UK everything comes to a stand still, suddenly people are unable to function and do their normal daily activities, schools close because the teacher’s are happier to not do their job, no-one seems to have clothes or shoes suitable for the snow, everyone suddenly becomes someone else.
My questions is whats with the hype?
The snow is enjoyable yes, but honestly does life have to stop. I think that everyone needs to grow a pair and step outside their front doors and carry on, the USA must look at us and think… “SILLY BRITS”. We don’t have half the snow they do but they somehow carry on.
Sometimes it’s hard to grow
To let go of the past, sometimes feels like your letting go of yourself and things you stand for.
The past can be very pivotal, it can help you to make the right decisions in the present or bring regret and pain. But to grow is to start a fresh, some in a ways to see things from a different point of view, or to make mistakes and learn from them. Just enjoy it while you can, soon you’ll be 90 and eating from a straw.
No balance.
Today I feel, low although I’m feeling thankful and happy all at once- which becomes a pain because they don’t have a equal balance, they don’t cancel each other out. They are just there. Being emotional and stomping around like a small child who has just found out how fun or distressing a sand pit can be. I mean sand is one of the most frustrating but equally fun things around, you can make a beautiful sand castle right in the middle and add a little flag but you could also get some in your mouth and have a fiery coughing fit. You could a dig hole in it and bury some treasure however you could need the toilet in the process and find it in your under wear (That stuff generally gets everywhere). See there is no balancing, it seems for every high there is a low. You would have thought that at 17 years old I would have a slight grasp on this analogy, but i suppose I’m only 17 and I’m still making mistakes and learning from them. I suppose that’s just how it ends up sometimes- I’d call it…. QUIRKY? if thats the right word for the situation I get myself into sometimes.
Lost in translation
I watched this film (Lost in translation) twice last night, partly because I couldn’t sleep and partly because I wanted to. Each time I watch it, I notice something different- but it always seemed sweeter than before. I never get that typical feeling like most people; the film shows that the world can be a lonely place and that bad decision can lay morbid until too late, but to have a friend seems to change every thing. Personally I want the feeling of that lonely place.
The first time I watched it this week, I thought that the film was just everything I wanted to do in regards to travelling, meeting someone interesting and becoming friends without feeling awkward or bound to them. I mean how beautiful would it be to live in japan, after living in England. The culture, the people and place just seems dream like, but for me it wouldn’t be for any of those things that would draw me there.
Honestly to wake up in the morning and be some where that was alien seems perfect, this thought changes every so often in my mind, but its been the same recently. To me, to be somewhere that was unknown and strange is to be to free, compared to staying somewhere that you are familiar with and to be perfectly honest don’t need to explore anymore than you already have.
I know this is strange, but that’s just me.
